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Incarnate
More Than Once
The Only One
Drifting
Dying World
Sentinel
Betrayed
Elipsis...
The Loss
Presence
E.C.T.
Her Tears

Incarnate
Neural Code
Credits: T. Garelick



Wandering through the desert on seas of broken glass
Mindless self-absorption knowing I am the last
Basking in the cold flames of my eternity
Miring all of my time waiting to be free

Rising up to claim what is mine
I will be the one to whom you bow.

Hopeless humanity toiling in the land
Pretending that their fate is crafted by their hand
Trifled self-awareness Learning from the past
Knowing that the next one will fall just as the last

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More Than Once
Neural Code
Credits: T. Garelick


Cast away like broken diseases
Mind out turning from the pain
Nothing here is my desire
I am wanted for the pain
Let me see the contact
Drinking from the vein
Shifting through the seas of
Holding back the pain

Pushing through the age-like empire
No one feels my pain of distance
I will see the world through clear eyes.
What do we gain from this lie?

Caustic reason of life
Holding back my hearts desire
Nursing the pain of this world
No one ever seems to care
Drifting through her empire
Living on her words
Drinking her diseased flesh
Living deep inside her womb x2

Need to taste the sweat on your skin
Need to hold you close again
Want to do this more than once now
Need to hear your heart beat
Need to feel your body writhing
Want to do this more than once again.

I don't want to feel no regret
For the sins I've done this time
I don't even want to remember
Anything that fades in my mind
Constant fear of disappointment
Nothing's ever meant to last x2

Hope's inside the sweetness that I smell
Inside exhausted air
I don't want to bear the burden
Nothing here is ever the same

(chorus x2)

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The Only One
Neural Code
Credits: T. Garelick


she just wants to know you're the only one
your measure of life that's living for her
she jus wants to feel your vows
in her heart, in her mind is where they're not
she wants to feel all the love inside
but all she seems to get from you is pain
she needs to hear those loving words
that mean so much to her
your betrothed, that you care
you are the only one for her
she needs to feel inside her heart
that's you're the one, the one for her

you're the only one, one for her
you're the only reason she exists

she just wants to know you're the one
she just wants to feel your love

(repeat)
(chorus x4)

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Drifting
Neural Code
Credits: T. Garelick


Drifting through the corroded wasteland of my mind
Sifting through the perverted thoughts of mine
Hanging on to just one shred of life
Dreaming of the confusions in my heart.

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Dying world
Neural Code
Credits: T. Garelick


your loved on atrocities of life
your holding over on disease
you don't know what you have done wrong
you don't seem to see through these
clouded visions in your own head
your living on this sacred edge

In this dying world I see
You've left nothing here for me
In this dying world of greed
You've raped everything I need
In this dying world I see
You've taken everything from me
In this dying world of greed
Can't you see the tears I bleed..

Your burning the trees and destroying our hope
You don't see what you have done wrong
You look to the skies and there is no light
you'll see what has diseased you tonight
you'll find nothing's left the same
your wisdom's gone by the way again
your problem for this is complete
your life is nothing....left..nothing

(chorus)

this is the last time we will stand
for what you have done tonight
we will not stand idly by
as you destroy our human lives
you will pay for this in time
if nothing is ever to be done

(chorusx2)

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Sentinel
Neural Code
Credits: T. Garelick


In this darkness where I stand alone
No life, no comforts of home
I don't fear this cos it's my call
My turn to defend the wall

Feel this cold wind as it licks my face
Feel the earth shake beneath my feet
Sense this presence it's in the air
No time for reflection I must prepare

Feel the numbness as it settles on
Feel the night chilling to the bone
I will wait here onto the dawn
I won't rest till the light has come

Not on my watch tonight
They will wake to the morning light
Feel the warmth of a new dawn
And they know that nothing is wrong

(chorus)

Feel the numbness as it settles on
Feel the night chilling to the bone
I will wait here onto the dawn
I won't rest till the light has come

(chorus x2)

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Betrayed
Neural Code
Credits: T. Garelick


I thought that we had everything we needed to succeed
I thought that I found true love in your eyes That night we met
I thought you gave to me every last drop of sense I'd need
I swore that this would be the last time I'd fall in love

How could I have been so wrong, so blind to avert my eyes from the truth
How could I have failed to see what lay there before me
How could I have been so blind, so wrong, and failed to see
How could I have given you my heart only to be betrayed

I thought that you gave everything to me, I thought it was meant to be
To see this anger you are immense, but not in this light
Your false soul and insecurity gave me nothing and now I'm all alone

Now I sit betrayed, alone again to wallow in my self-defeat
I do not understand why you would have taken everything from me
I don't seem to feel the same, I'm lost inside from the pain
I want to love. I need to know,
But I'll never trust again

(Chorus)

How could I have been so wrong, so blind to avert my eyes from the truth
How could I have failed to see what lay there before me
How could I have been so blind, so wrong, and failed to see

How could I have given you my heart

only to be betrayed

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Elipsis
Neural Code
Credits: T. Garelick


Cast aside
Wandering confused in this light

Watching you
Sleeping softly
Tears still form in your eyes

Cast down
Shunned by those never speaking words

Just trying to find a way

Looking deep into my soul

Begging for you to stay

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The Loss
Neural Code
Credits: T. Garelick


So afraid
So alone
So lost in this world of sin
Did you really have to stop this event?

So fearful of the unknown
So unwilling to take the chance
So dreadful of the unknown
This course of unwanted events

How can you live with yourself tonight
As you know that you drove a knife
Through a child eye
No, your ends are not justified
As you know that you took a child's life

I fail to reason
I will not accept this
How could you do the damage that you have done
I fail to understand why you had to take a child's life
I will never reason this bloody event

He never had a chance
To take his steps tonight
He never had a chance
To feel the morning light
He never had a chance
To gaze into my eyes

(Chorus x2)

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Presence
Neural Code
Credits: T. Garelick


I still awaken sometimes
with cold sweat on my brow
I'm so afraid of this life
after you're gone now
I still cry in the darkness
gripped by unbearable pain
I pray that this is not
the last time that I see your face

I feel your hand in mine
even though you're long gone
I know that you're the light
that guides me on through the night

I feel your presence near
and now here I won't fear
I know that you are the one who will carry me on

now this time it's the end
I'm near the final gate
I pray for strength and courage
I do not want to face my fate
I hope that I can meet you again on the other side
I pray that you will be there waiting to stand by my side

I feel your hand in mine
even though you're long gone
I know that you're the light
that guides me on through the night
I feel your presence near and now here I won't fear
I know that you are the one who will carry me on

I feel your hand in mine
I know that you are the one who will carry me on
I feel your hand in mine
I feel your hand in mine
I know that you are the one who will carry me on

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E.C.T.
Neural Code
Credits: T. Garelick


Locked away inside this little cage
A cell to dwell with no sense of time or place
You think your defending what's right
Just because you don't know what's in my mind
You think I need to hide
Deep inside this little room
Now there's nothing left for you to do

Just because you think you're doing right
Just because you think you're defending humanity

Just because you don't see the things I see
Just because you don't hear the words I hear
No I'm not what you want me to be
Does that make me something you should fear

Electro-shock therapy for me
Wires pasted to my skull
Tie me down. Release the pain
When I wake up I will be sane again.

(Chorus)

Just because you don't see the things I see
Just because you don't hear the words I hear
No I'm not what you want me to be
Does that make me something you should fear

(Chorus x2)

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Her Tears
Neural Code
Credits: T. Garelick


All through life she was taught to hide the pain
Daddy used to teach her with the backside of his hand
Now she's with you and it's all just the same
Dying on the inside cause all she feels is the pain

Tears run down her face when your away..
She only shows the pain when you are not there..
Tears run down her face when your away..
She only shows the pain when you are not there..

Dying on the inside while she's hiding from the pain
She looks into your eyes and all she feels is your disdain
Looking for peace through a chemical release
But all she really wants from life is a little inner peace

(chorus)

All through life she was taught to hide the pain
Daddy used to teach her with the backside of his hand
Now she's with you and it's all just the same
Dying on the inside cause all she feels is the pain


(chorus x2)

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